2010年5月31日星期一

belong to me

I know you will never belong to me

My persons who disliked the third in the past

Never expect but now such as oneself become the hateful people most

While staying with you

You sound with telephone

I stay nearby but can't speak

Listen to you finishing me with her but will pretend to smile for you to see

Who can realize the flavour of that kind of regret

But how am I

Helpless .....

Every minute when I treasured and stayed with you very much

Whom you send me downstairs how is I willing to to get off each time

Embrace and only think with you that staying, that was better at that time while staying

But just there are several hours together each time

I know the family and waiting for you alone

I will not make you awkward either

Do not want to give you once pressure either

I have thought of using and escaping solving

But I know I can it turns into to be kind no like that

If permitted .... I hope not to know you

They told me to ask me not to fall in love with you from that day to know you

Have no advantage to me I know too

Answer ' rest assured I can fall in love with he ' that I say yes and mean no

But .....

Have already begun how to come to finish now

Want it will not injure the other side how to become

As you say that only we two well Anything has been left alone No matter what will happen

I will not do it in that way I do not want to injure her

I feel so guilty with you each time

Think that is very unfair to her

It is not so kind to me to ask you

I'm afraid one day you and I will not be used to it

I'm afraid I will produce relying on to you

I'm afraid I will have no hair to free oneself

Heart reminds oneself to regard an ordinary friend to be the same once seeing you tomorrow

But does not think so when seeing

So irritated Good contradiction So sad ....

How on earth do I do it

2010年1月27日星期三

Cherry blossom quietly

Cherry blossom quietly   summer morning, far from being so dry and hot. Sunlight is very light is very shallow, projected onto the brown wooden table, crumbled into a small piece of thin films.   her head bowed, listened very carefully filled with language teacher on the podium above the endless. But the slender fingers, but no time to keep a clean piece of paper in the wild casual paddling, gently unfurling Die Yi-like tilt of the eyelashes, water Jian general pupil of the eye falls on his side of the arc on the .   It was a very good looking, very handsome boys, grades are still very small but very distinct edges and corners, Taidalielie smile, vaguely handsome appearance of revealing the future.   She knew, even though she was older He also slightly smaller than some, but the girl's mind is always precocious than the boys. Moreover, there are many girls in her class at the moment, as she general, looked quietly kept trained on Qing-Xiu Zhang is the face.   sigh, it seems that the only thing she can do.   too colorful to designated traffickers crumpled white impatience small Zhituan, her lazy lying on the table, eyelashes Qiaoran dropped, as if one is only weakly little butterfly.   paper, despite the rub too wrinkled just as confused as the above message. But she did not scribble down the sense of things, but deeply imprinted in the bottom of my heart, carve a long long traces.   Lin Chuan, 16-year-old Cancer.   Good simple message, but she only knew them until the. Helpless sigh, heart Acid Itai-itai, as if soaked in a vat of lemon juice without sugar, Shibuya was like to be away tears.   "up, go to school! Quick!" Didi De wandering voice in her ear, urging.   her at the same table, with wooden glasses, always a good student-looking girl, with poker-faced indifference, and the duplicity feelings.   "... ah ..." She idly response with his eyes, but still falls on the perfect side faces on the affiliation.   Alas, the heart and soul has been lost for a long time, always convergence do not come back ah, what to do, how? Fortunately, at the same table is not so inhuman, asked her to immediately put into learning, but gains a tilt of the mouth, without uttering a word.   The Lin Chuan, is still a serious effort to listen to the language teacher to do fine detailed explanation, go there to catch the corner of his eyes secluded natural hint of blur, unfurling a contemptuous mouth of the arc, but shallow to be virtually invisible ... ...     In this world, is not bound to some people loved the goddess forgotten?   casual casually agreed to the same table of the flight, her eyes were as if uncertain a burst of gentle floating wind, constantly skip around the charming scenery, hastily want to find the back of that slender slim.   playground, there are always many people playing basketball in small groups, from time to time someone handsome dunk, attracted a while surrounded by screaming girls.   But those who keep the wind in light blue uniforms dancing inside, but only that which Qing-Xiu Zhang was slightly less childlike face ... ...   original crystal bright Shuimou, suddenly dim down and stop the rotation of the head inside a mess concerns.   how not to play? Not always liked playing basketball, Yao? Is not a disease, as if the morning to see him, his face pale and really am not quite normal ... ah ...   Well, erupted in even more busy to care about what she has said, and are fundamentally empty talks!   Well ... ...   rigid glasses with a good student, good at the same table, although no alternative but to sigh, but secretly laugh at the bottom of my heart.   Qingdouchukai of Xiao Nizi ah, distracted lover seems to think the bar is understandable that although she was good to ignore, and anyway, she is also very energetic right herself.   1 Tumo dashing, a hodgepodge of nonsense, a Xinfuqizao, careless of the casually agreed with. This is a two high school students to wear school uniforms little girls can get along even all the way to go!   bustling streets ran above the crowd, come and go, the steady stream in a constant stream, crowded and noisy.   However, inside the thousands of individuals, but only that which one does not miss the pole face ah.   face looks a little unhappy, sad Acacia pupil of the eye filled with troubles and endless worry. Not every heart is the secret of the girls are like this like the cranky, and then we wished would be more depressed.   so those will not after their popularity with the love songs, the way will always be sadness, attracted left-chest beating heart sinking, fragile like glass the same?   "Well ... ... Lin Chuan!" Do not know who this one suddenly shouted, immediately drew a strong little girls heart throb.   instead of riding the distance of the handsome young royal blue bicycle with no Ayutthaya's back, Liekai an extremely bright smile, waved high, but also tread alone, bicycle, leisurely away. The golden sunlight through the green leaves, and the light fell on his clean white face, childlike aesthetic is like a dream where the screen will appear.   She slowly, slowly brought back corner of his mouth, the original gray melancholy mood suddenly goes on a brilliant smile as flying together.   It turned out that today's sky, really good blue, clouds are white and well cute.   "Xinxin!" A familiar voice call suddenly back in her deep-fried, the girls submissive long hair spread out, his face pale and in seeds smile Yingying, revealing and lively personality.   grew up with her childhood friend, and blue children.   her back, happy smile is a rare sweet brilliant. Daoshi side of the original lot of nonsense a good student, Shen has been a black-rimmed glasses Dangqu part of the face, began to silence and restore poker-faced indifference disguised ... ...     study up after class, it is already 9:30.   night, has had some dark dark solitude, fragmented stars hung bleak sky, is also a slouch looks like. Goose yellow moon, but still, as always, Renew-Plus Spirit and thoroughly faint young woman with a gentle graceful.   Well ... ... how are always so careless Na ... ...   Didi De complained, and she is holding his hand forgotten in the classroom reference books in one hand and inviting their big bags. So late, and probably all gone. The way home before she suddenly remembered that he actually forgotten the important reference books in the classroom drawer!   So hurry hurry back, but fortunately still have time to take advantage of the classroom door is not locked before the back was very poor abandoned books, and Zhou Zhao small nose, very hard to Ban Zhao's own belongings to go home .   Well ... ... Now, also has been nagging at the same table a dig at the ... ...   sad sigh, she was good as gold is considered a continuation of inviting their own fate heavy belongings, and strive to fight with the stairs, but not help to hear the dialogue should not she heard.   "Lin Chuan. How to learn English should be like you do?" To send the soft voice, sweet and it's sweet. Belonged to her childhood friend of blue children, and she knows it.   "your efforts like a little English, this stuff is actually very simple." Lin Chuan unique voice up some, it seems a very pleasant look.   "Then you teach me more Oh ... ... I want to learn English." Lan smiled softly children, it is a charming lady. She could imagine them, after all, from small to see big ah.   heart Modijiujin. Blue children knew that she liked Lin Chuan, why should without telling her, with the words of Lin Chuan so charming? And Lin Chuan, he, he ... ...   "call every night asking me questions, I'll teach you small?" Seems to complain, but with a sweet. Memory Lin Chuan, has never been spoken to her.   yes ah, Lin Chuan are the princes, learning is a top student, basketball is the main or intimidating such a handsome gentle. And she is just an ordinary non-strange Cinderella, the Prince will never be emotionally attached to Cinderella.   tears, a sudden drop them down, without any warning, the moment will be unbridled tears.   knows there is no hope, why there will be tears to fall?   She worked very hard to want to keep smiling, but still not stop the tears away, as if to drop into the sea the most grief. Feet, numbness, soft down, relying on the walls, slid down slowly, fell to the floor. Slowly curl up into a tiny shrimp, holding knees, No matter how turbulent the surging tears ... ...   original, the heart fragmented voices really heard.   her bleak smile, sadness was as if we should suffocate ... ...     morning, a touch of the sun fell on the small face goes on fair and clear. Thick eyelashes gently trembled a trembling, slight tilt, water, crystal-like waves of the pupil of the eye with shallow smile.   "girl ah, I also dream Lin Chuan of." The voice of sweet soft like a strawberry milkshake, Smart was lovely.   are already 18-year-old over 19-year-old big girl soon, and are still too lazy to wash your face and brush your teeth. Early in the morning climb up, they begin to call its own sworn, Jijiwaiwai a whisper.   "Oh. You ah, or ... ... Well, he can not afford to forget," a resigned sigh from the phone Cabanatuan pass over, "Please Miss, you are ready to studying at university, but also remember the junior high school to what the times when things break ah! "   She narrowing his eyes, mouth tilt of the Nama gouring fine strange smile never fall, "to the Tianhuangdelao! Oh, I'm so infatuated ... ah ..."   "Early in the morning bored hair Britain! I lost count you, Big Miss!" Telephone voice has a very complete helplessness of the pole to the point. "Do you remember we want to see a movie today?"   "Ha ... ... Of course, I also hold a lot of snacks, go!"   happy smile, every day is as happy, who cares about is not who receive share of love for a long time do you want?   off the phone long, long time, she was still at the non-stop pleasant smile.   junior high school age period of crystal bitter love ah, although not successful, but let her from naive and maturity. Aware of the sinister people also know that the goodness of human nature, to understand a firm, but also to understand the brave.   no love, but they have a friendship, in fact, also a kind of Luck ... ...   Oh. Hurry up and get out of bed in changing clothes, or else that middle age does not work at the same table but also stiff to very tragic half a day standing in her house downstairs so slightly!

Ambiguous is the sugar made me sad sweet to

Ambiguous is the sugar made me sad sweet to Our acquaintance is familiar kinds of accidental
That led me to say a bit new colleagues, let me help him become familiar with the company's operating platforms. When I came across the office, one person got up and greet over, eyes dark and deep, he stretched out his right hand and smiles: "Hello, My name is Liu Yang. This moment must trouble you." I have a momentary palpitation good a person as jade moist !
The company's operating platform is not difficult to explain about 5 minutes, he was generally understood. Although this is only a short few minutes, made me as bathed in a spring breeze.
"Warm, humble." Every time a friend asked my mate choice criteria, I always say. Liu Yang is the first one I encountered, but also the only one so far I have such good feelings.
The same company, the office is relatively, total more opportunity to be together to meet, whenever they see him, whenever he smiles at me, I always like a little girl eating an apple, heart unconsciously acceleration. General fear of being someone else, which he discerned, I get increasingly nervous, the more difficult it steady heartbeat.
Liu Yang visited many places, once he showed me his e-albums, including one in Tibet, I am impressed by photographs: he wore white T-shirt, wearing a cowboy hat, with open arms, at his feet , an asphalt road meandering across the plateau full of gorgeous wild flower meadow, leading to enveloped in a brilliant golden light under the snow-capped peaks. That moment I think I touched his heart, a carefree person, a person with ambition.
We often through QQ chat, brighter future. His quick thinking, knowledge deep and chat with him, I always want to playing twelve spirit.
We like the underground workers surreptitiously exchanges
At first, the day very happy, perhaps because the simple, perhaps because the initial feeling. We often eat together, along with tea, in order to avoid the attention of my colleagues, Liu Yang a total lanes in the unit next door waiting for me, like underground joints in general. Whenever I see a street corner to wait for that figure, they accelerate the pace went to his heart, full of hides and happy feelings.
A QQ chat, he sent over a picture: "days hot, please eat cold." Brings me to reply, "I want to eat ice cream." I thought just kidding, did not want a few minutes later, he went so far as carrying a bag full of popsicle appear In our office, loudly shouted: "Today pretty hot, please eat popsicle." Suddenly, I was surprised. Colleagues, listening to nature is another happy they did not forget jokes, have jokingly: "Liu Yang today, so how good ah, how early did not find ah." In the sound of the crowd Hongnao side deal while he was distributing ice lolly, came to my office hours He fed to an ice-cream cones, we have a knowing smile, and no one did not find that our facial features between the abstract possibilities.
Another time we go to the movies, in order to avoid arousing suspicion, Woliang deliberately into the theater after a previous one. Because of late admission, Hall has been lights-out, and his first pull of my hand. He said, I myopia, afraid I can not see the steps and fall. I watched his shadow happy and smiling. As we indulge in this rare intimate when an unexpected call upon the voice of our Xiachu soon as cold sweat, "Li ink, you see the film ah!" Holding the hand quickly separated from the original one of our colleagues are also in this theaters. Fortunately, the darkness that my colleagues did not recognize him, and asked me to join me to see a movie handsome guy who finally settle down our hearts, and this little episode had become an interesting aftertaste.
Our distanced themselves are kinds of inevitable
Liu Yang remember the first time invited me to dinner at a small restaurant, food is very rich, points are my favorite, but I was Sibuzhiwei, my eyes only for Liu Yang was enlarged with a smile face. Around a lot of noise may be time for me seemed to have stalled at the moment. After dinner we went to a cafe, hungry stomach so that I can not attend to grace the face of delicious cakes, I in the wrapped Rufu. Liu Yang his chin, funny pointed to my mouth: "You look really hungry."
Also help me gently wiped the mouth of the cream. I buried Meng Chi, suddenly, two eyes flash, the rise of a look, I do not know when it was originally Liu Yang took cell phone at me shoot photos. Awkward phase was photographed eating is not glorious to be retained, and I cried angrily: "Why do you?" He said smiling: "I think you look very lovely things to eat." The next day the Internet, he has given me pass over a photo, look what I eat cake, I have a good collection carefully.
We are so ambiguous with, hazy, ambiguous on, never spell. We have too many concerns and hesitations, just like a turtle hiding in the thick shell in general, one has signs of trouble on the shrink back. One-year lapse of time so hurry.
Suddenly, one day, I am tired of this ambiguity, I look forward to his sentence. I gave I set the final deadline, Valentine's Day is our last chance. On that day, I am guarding phone, and so on ah and so on, from morning to noon, from noon to evening, from evening until late at night, my heart a little bit cools. I finally decided to give up this feeling.
Since then, I do not warm to him smiling, polite and distant to say hello. Face my alienation, his eyes a little lonely, but no more. We miss the good-bye has been turned Wang Ran
After a long day, 11 pm, Liu Yang a sudden a phone call to let me accompany him to eat supper, his tone filled with loneliness.
He sat by the window, we are separated by glass Simuxiangdui, in close proximity, but separated by thousands of miles. We sat chatting lightly, during which he was several times Yuyanyouzhi. He referred to my cell phone: "Do you change cell phone, and I remember your previous phone is silver clamshell, and is also close to the bulk of a quote." I have a moment of trance, I did not think he remembered. I replied: "The original that was stolen." Stolen, lost, like our feelings, lost in the cracks of time.
In his Yuyanyouzhi, we sat down at midnight. I said: "I want to go home." He say something, after all, is still confined to the mouth. Their stores, the darkness deep, only a handful of pedestrians nobody turned the moment, I saw his eyes disappointment and regret.
Shortly after, we had considered quitting in the unit outside. Coffee Hall, he Yong Zhao a girl came. Simuxiangdui again, only this time no longer gaze, no more throbbing. He did not say hello to me, pulling his girlfriend hastily sit to eat, but also quickly Xiang Xie to leave. We eventually became a stranger.
For this had not started feeling, I have regrets? Yes, but eventually in the past, there will be more moist, chic people waiting for me.

After the 25-year-old woman important than love of bread

After the 25-year-old woman important than love of bread When you are over 25 years old, or are riding in the tail when the youth, do not be so naive as to think that you like, such as 18-year-old handsome, pleasant, can easily be entrusted to the feelings of the Huaqianyuexia Qingqingwowo, rather than care about the result. Blossoming Mei Juan, always is no match for Buy & Sell Forum. Remember, you have passed that can be free and easy to say "only care to have, I do not care permanence" of young. How kind of success with one like you and you feel good man wipe hands into the marriage, is the caution you should bear the brunt of the current problems. When you are over 25 years of age, if you still believe in love is more important than bread, but I believe that repeatedly spoke of a man I love you will always put you in his heart as only the sun, then you are not naive enough to shame a shame too naive . Qingshenkuankuan to believe that he grasped your hand to say to you, "I love you", but you have to believe that this "I love you" there is a shelf-life, the premise is that you have to have before the deadline very good use. Otherwise, the expired food products for consumption can range from diarrhea, they might even leave the physical after-effects. Of course, this "I love you" of limited duration may be higher than a longer blooming time, but the young fellow, we do not know which to believe the poet wrote in a poem: There are flowers in the fold is to be folded, MO to be free to spend an empty broken branches. When you are over 25 years old, do not be the young brother of the young unique style and dedication touched crazy. Every day to work because of his pick, pure and frank being, or to the one you want to eat lightly the middle of the night all over, what all the shops, all these actions, impress your lonely Hearts, so you feel the warmth of the long-hoped - . Then, slowly started to make themselves believe that age is not a problem in fact, thought there is no gap, wealth can pull close. If you do not want, when you become old, unkempt to her sigh in vain throughout the sub-space for another person to marry clothes, watching his old man out of hand tuning, at the present has become what the young woman's gentle and considerate husband, then you are most it really going to try this easy on both the subjective and the objective of the game without any safety factor. Unless you are really "glamorous" or, leisure money. Otherwise, or rather when a flat Fanfan "marriage mad," is more really. After all, Faye Wong is only one. When you are over 25 years old, and married men do not muddy the waters. Be able to come out to play a woman's man, of course, the first condition is to have money. Moreover, a wealthy married man, in addition to already have the characteristics of Love Field master Lieyan outside the home and outside, he can do correct, a good husband at home is absolutely a good father, in front of you is definitely a good lover . The same time, more than a few very gallant pretty woman, see every pin is also their ability to look after the house. Mody youth gambling to bring it tomorrow? It was just a losing bet on every game. In such a discrepancy, or the triangle-shaped square in the game, you will never be the winner. Yue Huoyue married a wealthy man is smart, but a woman caught in this emotional vortex, it is often Yuehuo Yue silly. To wait a promise can never be realized without any complaint to contribute to youth. Do not know, people out there are houses and cars to play a wife have children, fought in the beauty of the era, who is beautiful and worthwhile in order to apply on what date upside down? Huang Lianpo home has an even longer looking from another one, in the end they are still Huanglian Po. Which man is willing to face the very unpleasant, to do this thankless things? Intelligent woman, would prefer to wait and see far, but will not go to moths flying into the fire.A woman, whether you are a swan or an ugly duckling, first of all just good to love themselves, to be eligible for other people's love. Every woman is a landscape, are worth having one of their own love and the sky. Can not wait until a loved one, loneliness is also a pleasure for their own hands a cup of coffee, but also by mellow warmth. Every woman has the right to pursue what she wants. Have a lot a lot of love, we can in a simple quiet life, whole days spent, sitting watching clouds from, but also a kind of happiness. Not a lot a lot of love, like the hero of the book Yi Shu Xi Bao, like, you can want to have a lot a lot of money, material, can also bring security and warmth.

After the 25-year-old woman important than love of bread

After the 25-year-old woman important than love of bread When you are over 25 years old, or are riding in the tail when the youth, do not be so naive as to think that you like, such as 18-year-old handsome, pleasant, can easily be entrusted to the feelings of the Huaqianyuexia Qingqingwowo, rather than care about the result. Blossoming Mei Juan, always is no match for Buy & Sell Forum. Remember, you have passed that can be free and easy to say "only care to have, I do not care permanence" of young. How kind of success with one like you and you feel good man wipe hands into the marriage, is the caution you should bear the brunt of the current problems. When you are over 25 years of age, if you still believe in love is more important than bread, but I believe that repeatedly spoke of a man I love you will always put you in his heart as only the sun, then you are not naive enough to shame a shame too naive . Qingshenkuankuan to believe that he grasped your hand to say to you, "I love you", but you have to believe that this "I love you" there is a shelf-life, the premise is that you have to have before the deadline very good use. Otherwise, the expired food products for consumption can range from diarrhea, they might even leave the physical after-effects. Of course, this "I love you" of limited duration may be higher than a longer blooming time, but the young fellow, we do not know which to believe the poet wrote in a poem: There are flowers in the fold is to be folded, MO to be free to spend an empty broken branches. When you are over 25 years old, do not be the young brother of the young unique style and dedication touched crazy. Every day to work because of his pick, pure and frank being, or to the one you want to eat lightly the middle of the night all over, what all the shops, all these actions, impress your lonely Hearts, so you feel the warmth of the long-hoped - . Then, slowly started to make themselves believe that age is not a problem in fact, thought there is no gap, wealth can pull close. If you do not want, when you become old, unkempt to her sigh in vain throughout the sub-space for another person to marry clothes, watching his old man out of hand tuning, at the present has become what the young woman's gentle and considerate husband, then you are most it really going to try this easy on both the subjective and the objective of the game without any safety factor. Unless you are really "glamorous" or, leisure money. Otherwise, or rather when a flat Fanfan "marriage mad," is more really. After all, Faye Wong is only one. When you are over 25 years old, and married men do not muddy the waters. Be able to come out to play a woman's man, of course, the first condition is to have money. Moreover, a wealthy married man, in addition to already have the characteristics of Love Field master Lieyan outside the home and outside, he can do correct, a good husband at home is absolutely a good father, in front of you is definitely a good lover . The same time, more than a few very gallant pretty woman, see every pin is also their ability to look after the house. Mody youth gambling to bring it tomorrow? It was just a losing bet on every game. In such a discrepancy, or the triangle-shaped square in the game, you will never be the winner. Yue Huoyue married a wealthy man is smart, but a woman caught in this emotional vortex, it is often Yuehuo Yue silly. To wait a promise can never be realized without any complaint to contribute to youth. Do not know, people out there are houses and cars to play a wife have children, fought in the beauty of the era, who is beautiful and worthwhile in order to apply on what date upside down? Huang Lianpo home has an even longer looking from another one, in the end they are still Huanglian Po. Which man is willing to face the very unpleasant, to do this thankless things? Intelligent woman, would prefer to wait and see far, but will not go to moths flying into the fire.A woman, whether you are a swan or an ugly duckling, first of all just good to love themselves, to be eligible for other people's love. Every woman is a landscape, are worth having one of their own love and the sky. Can not wait until a loved one, loneliness is also a pleasure for their own hands a cup of coffee, but also by mellow warmth. Every woman has the right to pursue what she wants. Have a lot a lot of love, we can in a simple quiet life, whole days spent, sitting watching clouds from, but also a kind of happiness. Not a lot a lot of love, like the hero of the book Yi Shu Xi Bao, like, you can want to have a lot a lot of money, material, can also bring security and warmth.

Dear! Cherish their own, will you?

Dear! Cherish their own, will you? The new year started, and tonight, the night is very sad that only Xi Li Lek light rain, cold wind, as I feel lonely in general.
My dear, do not injure himself again please? Do not take their own health as a bet right? Twilight years in order to be able to clearly recall that we have had a good period of time, the true feelings. Please do not re-injure himself right? You know what? You hurt not only yourself, but also those who love you, care about you people, pain is your body, more pain is sinking, I love your heart! Do you understand? I understand your current situation, you say you have no other wealth, your wealth is your thinking, but without a healthy body, your thoughts can renew the franchise? Others do not distressed you, Do you not feel bad yourself? Then you leave this world and that after the sake of whom? So I hope you alive and well in the coming time, for themselves alive, cherish every minute and now has.
Everyone was there would be some good memories, those who give you happiness, have caused ripples in your mind, once you have insights, whom you have been deeply moved, and even the pain you have gray back, must be will be in the brain has left indelible memories. This memory may be sweet, may be sweet, may be happy, or bitter, is sad, is sad ...... so that we will be good memories of this wonderful collection please?
In fact, everyone knows that a person worthy of love is not very easy to find, and sometimes even a lifetime to spend time. It may not be able to find. The real love is painful, become a partner, usually is not your favorite; you love the person may not become a partner. At the right time to encounter the wrong person, became a dull companion; in the wrong time to encounter the right people, became the favorite regret. Your words "this life you have had enough already." I was very moved, to be loved and love others the same happiness, if there have been, aftertaste is forever. We already have with each other for eleven years, we have enough memories, and I was not named Jordan, but the future is no longer Bang Nixi feet, clipping the nails and can not play well after getting up in your face cream water ,****** can no longer be based on your condition with diet and can not urge you to take medicine, blood tests, can not work on your back on the delicious meals, let alone late at night to accompany you when you have insomnia, talk to help you boil a bowl of help sleep millet gruel, although there are a lot of sadness, but we have to make such a choice, in the following days I just want you happy happy, safe and sound for each day spent in the future. Love, love is to place the person's happiness above their own happiness.